Poesy...

Morning Comes...

morning comes, alarms set at five
get up slow but still shutting my eyes
smell the scent of whiskey and romance
and you in the bed, is such a pretty sight

crumpled sheets are tainted, somewhat clean
i remember how i swim underneath the covers
with only cigarette breaks in between
talking got us going on again with one another

and how am i supposed to rest?
I hear your heart beating upon my chest
and that look in your eyes they simply suggest
we're still be a handful until we fall back to sleep

so let's hope for these walls to keep us safe
to hide our secrets while we uncover ourselves
and that in every inch of desire that we've fulfilled
would be enough to set away every ounce of guilt we feel

'cause it never goes easy
love is lost when morning comes
when reality sinks in
we're gonna be rushing back into our lives

now here we are, I'm blowing smoke by the window on a chair
watching you get back to your dress and brush your hair
you've always been such a lady, I've always been impressed
i held you closely on nights when you're mine
but they must belong somewhere, i held you tightly as i could
like you are mine, but you're not at all.

To Linz...

breaking this li'l boys' heart is the worst you could've done
much more knowing you left him for some filthy old rich man
final nail driven to seal the coffin and send this love down to the grave
start this funeral at dawn and weep for this dying heart's lament

i swear i could've killed you but you're pretty clever for a girl
I'm hoping one day soon you're gonna get what you deserved
you're no different! A bloody gold-digger, a thief and a criminal!
and i fall as the victim of desertion at its purest form

now i know how cheap you are!
you're no special to me now!
i may have been blinded in the past!
brought by this selfish kind of love!
now I'm selfish as selfish comes!
i don't care if someone gets hurt!
i aim this gun straight at your head!
a bullet for my valentine!

i carved my heart out with your name, wont you split wide open my chest?
see it beating with every life that you gladly took away
what it is right now is a good for nothing, it's better off dead
may the sun go down upon this wrath that i truly feel!

may the life you chose to live end up in such a cruel shame!
may you be burden with regrets and frustrations in every step of the way
as i sharpen my focus and aim in every bottle that i spin
living with the sole purpose of giving you entirely nothing but despair!

coz now i know how bad you are!
hate is boiling deep down inside!
i want to gouged your fucking eyes!
you should've known right from the start!
id love you once but you fooled me twice!
shot a gaping hole thru my heart!

broken bound by my mademoiselle,
no cure for wounds that wouldn't heal,
dead inside i quietly pray,
wont you god please take her away!



Ms.BlackEyeLiner

with your lipstick smeared and make up stains
going through yet another mess again
broken nails that scratched pale dirty skin
yours is a silhouette vastly growing thin

blackened eyes suits well with glassy stares
whiskey breathe poisons dead damp air
cigarette on one hand and purse on the other
you are to me an impending disaster

and i don't know if im still supposed to care
im out here minding my own private hell
you play the role of empty walking dead girl all too well
numbing the pain with those rainbow colored pill

and you're making a mess like it's nobody's business
smeared in drunkenness, caught under the influence
swaying thru the notion that numbs the senses
as hands are all over your tiny piece of dress
that could hardly make up for a cover of your worn-out flesh

as your crumpled hair gets mangled dry
i guess anyone will do tonight
you were so easy for stupid pick up lines
falling for the cliche for the nth of time
and as you loose your self respect
you gain nothing for yourself
pity and shame is what you earned instead
decency is at loss for you never tried to care
time is not a friend my girl, i hope you're well aware
i hope you're well aware...